Choices.

Isn't it scary sometimes when you have no clue if the choices you've made are right?
Do you find yourself having a debate in your head if all is worth it?
Haven't you tried putting two and two together to rationalise with yourself?
Does it cross your mind that you judged wrongly so many times, so much so you doubt your next decision?

Take the risk, I say.

Too Many Gadgets.

I can't decide which phone to get.
And if I should change my service provider esp when I'm getting free SMS now.
arghh.

The "Perfect" Job.

How many people already know what they want to be when they graduate?

In terms of specific jobs, eg: Officer of Corporate Communications, Creative Design Leader, etc.
And do you actually know what it entails? Well, half the time when reading the job descriptions, I do get the gist of it, but still they do seem rather vague. And after some time, every job description seem so similar to one another.

What was your childhood dream?
And do you still want to be that now?
Do you have a back up plan, just in case you don't get to be what you want?
Wait a minute, who dreams that way? Dreams are supposed to be PERFECT.

As for me, I always wanted to be a gynae. But with a degree in science, I don't think so.
And I don't know what my back-up plan should be.

Every job that I suggested I could do, to my mum & sister, got rejected.
Not once or twice, but many times.
And concerned friends tell me that the markets for this and that and THAT are also not too good.
All of them expressed their opinions in what is beneficial, bad, boring, glam, tedious and what nots.
It basically cancels out all the options. (and no, I don't intend to coach, at least for now, cuz I've already done it before. I would like to explore, just like you ain't it?)

BAA~ Gimme a perfect job laa.

Anticipation. Fear.

I fear what is gonna come.

And I pretty much dunno what it will be.

Perhaps, it's partly because I like what it is now and fear that changes might ruin it.

Fickle

Well, I still have no clue to where to blog.

I like the theme at Wordpress, but I have to pay to edit the theme.

Blogspot is free, but I don't quite like the widgets I get.

BAA~