What Next?

I think I know this vicious cycle too well.

Sometimes I'm really amazed at my amnesia skills.

Time to erase those conceals & let the scars remind.

OMG, It's February Soon,

I can't decide whether stolen is a better word or should i just take that as good riddance?
bleah. well, i guess it's always the case when you're on the receiving end.
hur.

sales closing on thursdays.
good luck & prayers needed. =)

On Dating: The Tell-Tale Signs.

Was just browsing FaceBook profiles & chatting with a few friends.
I realised there are a few tell tale signs whether he's really into you.



On chat logs, you realise his msgs are longer than yours.

You find that he holds the camera trying to get a shot of you &/or both of you together.
And he sends you the photos after that.

Your blog address is bookmarked.

All his friends (or close friends) know that you exist.

Everytime you turn, you catch him stealing a glimpse of you.

He remembers your number by heart.

You get invited to gatherings with his friends.

He greets you with a morning call/SMS.

He sends you home to your doorstep.
(alternatively, he's on the phone with you till you get home.)

Whenever something good or bad happens, you are one of the first to be notified.

He asks about your day & checks your schedule for the next day.

On talking about another male, he tends to probe a bit more & pretends it doesn't bother him.

His face lights up whenever you smile.

He surprises you with your latest craving on the next meeting.

He finds out information on the things you like from your friends.

Your photo shows up on his phone when you call.

He checks if you've taken your meal.

He tries to bring you to interesting places he knows of.

Before you sleep, you receive good night messages.



Well, these are all based on observations and surely more to be added on the list. And of course it has to be done in consistency.

HAHA, random right?
If you think about it, it's quite true.

Maybe Mummy's Right.

Mummy knows best right.
I hate to be proven wrong.
BAAAA.

On Wednesday Morning.

Once bitten, twice shy.

The reason why I still don't dare to land on my left leg yet.
The reason why I don't dare to trust so much.
The reason why it takes actions to prove it all.

imissmytoffeenutlatteorfrappe.

WARNING: my closing is this thursday. words of comfort & encouragement is highly recommended. also, pms is round the corner. hence, do handle ting with ulmost care & love.

A Thought After Four.

It's not about being possessive.

It's about feeling belonged.

Let's watch how the fifth does it.

The Past That Lingers.

Perhaps the past doesn't allow one to forget it too soon.

Ain't it also silly that people get upset over the past that doesn't belong to them?

Move on.

One Third.

It's exactly 129 days to the year 2010.

Just amazing how two thirds of the year just past me by.
many many episodes.
been in the company for a year now.
change of status.
first car.

one thing didn't really change - my luck.

my car had many hiccups since i started driving, the most recent one when a malaysian motorcyclist who tried to overtake me on the right, when i signalled right & turning right. -.-
remember the day when CNY came, i was so damn happy cuz i finally didn't 犯太岁.
still, i can't believe the amount of people who gossip about other people without first self-evaluating themselves. (i just checked, 2010, i won't 犯太岁)

so far, concerned friends have told me to see a fortune teller to calculate some 紫微斗数, change the strokes of my name, do some rituals to ward off the bad luck.
ha, i better do it soon.

anyway, i'm happy.
=D
'cuz i get natural glowing apples everyday.
XOXO aplently.

That Smirk.

On the contrary, I like the response you gave.
Further proves my hypothesis.

人言可畏

"A perverse man stirs up dissension, and a gossip separates close friends.'

Proverbs 16:28

"The tongue has the power of life and death."

Proverbs 18:21

Gossip kills.

On Karma.

It's funny how I see karma bites you in the ass.
What goes around, do come around.
Who said it doesn't pay to be nice?

Directions.

"PIE>LORNIE>keep RIGHT>MARYMOUNT>AMK AVE 6>turn LEFT to AMK AVE 5>turn LEFT to AMK AVE 4"

"CTE>CAVENAGH>turn RIGHT to BT TIMAH>keep LEFT after SCGS>turn LEFT to EVANS>BOTANIC GARDENS"

This is how my brain functions after studying the maps.

These are the 2 sets of directions from my place to AMK, then GMC. Normally, I would only know how to head to ONE DESTINATION from my place & spend the entire day working at the same place. It would probably take me another 15 minutes just to study the map to get from one foreign point A to another foreign point B.

BAA, maybe next time I'll retire to become a taxi-driver. HAHA.

To & Fro.

There has been this period of time where you know you can trust no one but yourself.
Have you been there yet?

Listen to what Mama warns you about.

I must say, I'm rather disappointed with that.

Never mind, once bitten twice shy, I should have known.

More than a Kit Kat.

Yea, I need a break.

This year's been bleah. The only time I've travelled out away from SG, is to have seafood lunch with MeiMei at our neighbour's.

BLEAH.
But with the whatever work/finances/time I have, I can only hope. Like FAT hope.

JIA YOU, JIA YOU, JIA YOU!

On Love.

Women in love do the silliest things.
Ain't it?

Six months.

I realized that the time span of 6 months is used for many things.
The calculator tells me 6 months = 182.621099 days.

The probation period of a new employee is 6 months.
The doctor tells a dying patient that he has 6 months left.
Renewal of road tax can be made every 6 months.
The gym gives out a free trial period of 6 months.
A contract job is usually 6 months.
A child's development is determined in the first 6 months.
There is this power braces that give you straighter teeth in 6 months.
A premature ejaculation cure can be done in 6 months.
And even the product I'm selling, has significant relative risk reduction in 6 months.

Tell me about something regarding "6 months".

Blurred.

"It's okay."

I guess it's in Asian culture to just make it pleasant for the other party.
Such that, you take whatever that comes.
To the extent you no longer know whether you genuinely like it or hate it.

Anyone, pls reply this?

Do you believe in "Out of Sight, Out of Mind?"

Split-second Thought.

Power takes as ingratitude the writhing of its victims.

~Rabindranath Tagore

When you can't differentiate between memory and change, it's kinda scary.